I m happy. Yes. i really am. that's y i shal post a happy post. n stop al those emo-ing. it's juz making al those troubles worse D:

HAHAHHA. ytd was fun! Band was as usual, only that i kicked myself out of band rm 2 prac 4 my syf piece. Tabby was conducting those warm-ups which idk hw do so i decided 2 make use of tt time 2 improve on my pieces! ms chong was giving re-auditions n mine was on TUES >< GAH. jinny had hers when i was doing my prac. Joei was doing her pieces too! And theodora was making fun of 'the tuba family' that i cant concentrate! hahas. and i made alot of mistakes D: oh no.

after band i prac 4 e pieces until 6! wah! i m so please! but it's a sad day 4 trombones. OMGOSH i feel so damn sad too suddenly T.T but anyways, MeiAn Valerie Rachelle Joan were w8ing outside e band rm cos WE ARE GOING OVER 2 JANE'S HSE! hahahaha. oh and Jane's car is so damn cool cos everything is like so damn auto. And we had a fun ride to her hse cos e 5 of us wer kinda noisy and fooling around at e bac of e car. (though v did said 2 use sign languages!)hahahaha. Jane's hse is really big too! n it's cool! cos she gt xbox wii n 3 coms! OMGOSH. u rich gal! then v went down 2 watched 'bruce almighty!' and i finally found some1 wif e same height n weight as me! WHEEE so cool! hahaas. after tt we went out 2 eat at e bbq pit. i had soo much fun eating e satay n sausages! WOOHOO. then splashed around in e water wif them n looked so silly cos my pants gt wet frm tryin 2 sit in e water -.- BOO. n rachelle dared me 2 climb on top of the wall in e middle of e pool. mei an said she will haf do tt if she brought her swimming costume. hahahah. then fooled around 4 awhile b4 making our way 2 e playground! Childhood revival! i was sliding down al e slides n making al e places wet cos of my wet butt -.- they say i m scary coming down e slides cos i made too much noise! N e swings! i ♥ swings! n val meian joan climbed up e slides! hahas. then ran 2wards e mnkey bar place 2 join jane and rachelle in random tok! v tok about alot of stuffs! like NYCB, teachers, stupid retarded random stuffs! hahas! anything under the sun (oops. is moon cos it's nice XD) then dunnoe hw ended up singing 'when u believe' n waking up e neighbourhood! HAHAHA. i feel bad 4 Jane some way. then they was tis lil hill tt v nid 2 run down 2 reach e bbq pit n i gt chicken feet cos i dun dare 2 run down -.- GAH. but in e end i made it (wif a round of applause XD) hahahahahaha. then continued 2 watch 'bruce almighty'! i cant sit on e bed cos my pants is stil WET! >< after tt is 10.30 then v al went home! wahahah. but e bad thing is mei an left her phone in jane's hse n she didn even noe?! o.O

i shal reemphasised: I ♥ NYCB. and nw it means a great deal 2 me nw XD

Edited: MingSei is in a HAPPY mode. So please dun spoil the nice nice day 4 her. She wanna this happiness 2 last 4eva. or at most, 4 2day. ;D

I ♥ BAND.

Yeahs i finally said it ;D

It's bin really hard. being a band member nt straight frm e start, but squeezed in at the end of the last term. Nt cos i haf super ability 2 plae a particular instru, but juz cos of mr matthew lim: 'u r tall 4 yr age' n gt thrown into tuba. HAHA. thinking bac i really wan 2 larf, i was thrown into a section wif juz a simple excuse. it's juz so sudden.

And it's stil hard too. Getting 2 noe so many mates n friens al so quickly is really mind-boggling. Names came like a tsunami crashing down me and i could only regconise e faces. hahas. but i find it fun ;D! Oh, e most probelmatic thing muz b 2 gt to noe my new buddy---tuba. hahas. i spent wks stayin outside e band rm juz 2 try 2 rmb e fingerings n pitchings and blah blah blah. ther's so many times when i really wanna gif up on tuba, n myself. i really wonder hw alicia n hannah had e super ability 2 bear wif me. mayb they dun, juz tt they dun really show e impatience all the time. i noe i suck really at plaein tuba D:

I guess i finally managed 2 settle down a lil? my batchmates r really wonderful. hahas i really haf 2 thanked them! Thank you MeiAn, Jinny, Valerie, Clarissa, Jane, Valerie, Rachelle, Michelle x2, Joei, Serene, Esther, Rae, KeyeCheng, and others hu i can only regconise by faces -.- hahas. though some of u al mentioned above r really juz mates-hu-waved-2-each-other-along-corridor, u had larfed/tok 2 me in some ways or another! hahas! Oh, and oso to the nice nice seniors like Alicia, Hannah, Theodora, Mian Jun and blah.

And i will work hard 4 SYF. even if i may fail my reaudition. I will work hard 2 pitch correctly, study hard 4 e fingerings, memorise the scales, and perfect my pieces. And then i shal prepare al my patience into teaching the new batch of sec 1s hw 2 plae a tuba! ;D though i really dunnoe hu wil plae e tuba 4 sec 1s...-.- hahas.

I WILL WORK HARD IN PLAEING MY SYF PIECES! I WIL GIF IT MY ALL ON TUES!

I SHAL TAKE BACK WAT I JUZ WROTE.
but anyways,


I DUN GIF A DAMN OF WAT U THINK.

SO JUZ SHUDDUP N GT YRSELF OUT OF MY SIGHT.

GAH! i m ADDICTED!!! 2 SS501!!! OMG <333333333333333 KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

oh, if you dun noe wat i toking, you shld watch the korean ver of hana yori dango!! ^^ i m hooked! n kim hyun joong act as HANAZAWA RUI! n i realised tt huever acts as rui i wil b in luv wif tt person -.- but then! KIM HYUN JOONG isn HOT, he's gt tis relly my-style-of-guy look! HAHA! oh, n LEE MINHO is juz plain SEXY! GOSH! wahahahhaahahahah. I M IN LUV <33333333333333333333333333

and nw my top 10 songs look like this:
1. Because i'm stupid (SS501)
2. Deja Vu (SS501)
3. Stand by me (ShiNee)
4. Nobody (WonderGirls)
5. Perfect Man (ShinHwa)
6. Bolero (DBSK<3)
7. 1234 back (A'ST1)
8. Aeung Me Sae (HowL)
9. Amigo (ShiNee)
10. Your Seed (HeySayJump)

BLEH. i juz realised i m nt a really loyal fan AT AL. i min i <3 DBSK but i only like 1 of their so many songs nw -.- n HeySayJump is disappointing. Only 'yr seed' n 'mayanaka no shadow boy' is really COOL. e rest is..eh...gay. (yamada ryosuke <3 T.T) oh. and i saw tis remix version of wonder gals wif dbsk lip syncing it!! haahahs! it's damn cool n nice can! wheeeeeeeee. n Deja Vu is sexy~~ KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

Oh. before i 4gt. MING SEI SCREAMS: 내 머리가 나빠서 and 동방신기　　　　사랑해 hahaahs! go figure it out! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD it's bin al over my facebook and msn! hahs!
oh and the quote of e day shal be: SPREAD THE DBSK LOVE!!! yes! i m quoting frm hilary! ahahahahahahah

hellos ;D tis blog is dead -.- yeah T.T

u noe, i strtin 2 really luv 2009 nw. wat wif our wonderful clas 211 <33 my wonderful tablemates! my wonderful friens! <33 hahas. i luv u guys loads loads loads!!!

hahas. 2day is an extremely fun day! oh, excluding science. cos i hate hate hate tt relief teacher hu came 2 teach us some crocodile physics. i told him i didn bring my ws n he juz THROW tt thick stack of stuff at me. WALAO. WTF la. but i decided 2 4gif him since he throw me tt stack w/o me asking him -.- i m pissed b4 recess. then after recess is e ever so wonderful music lesson tt i really really luv nw! v wer supposed 2 sing tis song 'when u believe' hahaahahs! i luv e soprano parts! then is like mr lim was tryin 2 rephrase e whole song by saying tt 'when u believe' can b used when u r doing yr exams! copied frm kah hui :

Many nights we prayed,
with no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song we barely understood,
Now we are not afraid,
although we know we know there's much to fear,
we were scoring A1s before we knew we could

There can be miracles,
when you believe,
though hope is frail, its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
when you believe somehow you will
you will when you believe (you will when you believe)

[walk into examination hall]
In this time of fear, when pray'r so often proved in vain
[read questions]
hope seems like the summer birds too swiftly flown away
yet now [stand] i'm standing here,
with hearts so full i can't explain,
seeking faith and speaking words,
[someone stand up and sing (Ah...)]
i'd never thought i'd say:

There can miracles, when you believe
though hope is frail, its hard to kill
(Ah...)
Who knows what miracles
you can achieve
when you believe somehow you will
(you will when you believe)

LMAO. it's damn hilarious. cos it's e edited version of 'when u believe' during examinations! picture it in yr head! mr lim even say can film into MTV. LOL. then nxt is drama which is damn damn damn fun fun fun too <33 mr nick ng says our clas filled wif weirdos. LOL. then is like most of us wer larfing until stomach hurts cos mr ng kip toking crap XDDDD then lang arts then math. THEN band. wah. i juz like ytd knew tt they wil b 4 extra ppl in band hu r nt participating in syf cos only 80 ppl can go. and ther's a HIGH chance of me nt being in syf too -.- it's nt like i mind in e 1st place, i cant even manage my scales wel T.T but mayb ther's hope 4 me 2 gt tt band uni! it's damn nice! <3 then spent nearly e whole 3h plaeing hymn n overture. overture is e syf song <3! i strting 2 really like band n sectionals nw! oh, n sectionals is really fun fun! cos ther's tis instructor hu's job is 2 tutor us n he's OMG-ing hilarious too. n his tuba playing was superbly superb!!!! o.O

hahas. n nw here i m tryin 2 think wat work shld i do. i gues i btr go finished up my lang arts project. ms sim is demanding it 2 b at least done by mon wif e interviews CRAP ><

Happy 2009 <333 hahas!

1. i m a 211-er starting from 2moro <3
2. i m stil a cassiopeian.
3. i finally kicked my anime craze.
4. i stil haven improved my stamina D:
5. i m looking really really really 4ward 2 e postponed japan trip ;DDDD
6. i have decided 2 go 2 study in japan high schools.
7. i have made my choice at inagakuen public high school.
8. i have 2 convinced my parents about going ther.
9. i want 2 start rock n rollin wif those drum kits n electric guitar.
10. so i have 2 start learning hw 2 plae them.
11. i have 2 master my tuba well.
12. so that i wil b able 2 go syf.
13. i have 2 start collecting dbsk albums.
14. so i have 2 start saving $$$ now.
15. i have 2 settle my problems.
16. so that i will have a happy n nice 2009 ;DDDDD

i wonder if these above is called 'new year resolutions'. it seems like a bunch of crap. woah.