Everthing doesn't fall into places
No it doesn't
Mine, yours, theirs
Nothing is right anymore
The puzzle aren't in their right places
Scrambled here and there
Lost and confused


And i have completely given up on piecing them back again.

I am really really tired. Not that you care anyways. When has anybody care in the first place?

T: Playing tuba pain or nt?
M: Eh. nt really la (put down tuba)
T: EH?! u stil nid put plaster while playing e tuba! (horrified)
M: ...no lo. (covers covers) i fel down de -.-

-Laughters-

i think tt was 1 of e times i really larf my genuine larf (nt tt i noe hw it sounds) but it juz sorta makes me happy ;D I wonder when was e last time? Primary school? it's bin really really long. Those words of 'Bez friens 4eva' doesn really apply 2 us nw anymore yeahs? But v stil hang out n larf really madly al e same ;D oh, n i think band really makes me happy in a really comfy sorta way. i gotta al pissed during clas and whenever in band, i always felt tt at least another horrible day is over. Plus al e seniors n batchmates r really really nice ppl. Bac at home, i was wondering when the day wil end. i suddenly miss school n really wanna c my friens again. Home has nvr bin my favourite place. And it has nvr bin even once. There's no comfort, juz a few quarrels here n ther 2 fill up e boring day.

I suddenly really miss the old times AGAIN. n gosh, i m overwhelmed wif alot of feelings. Juz last wk, i saw tis primary 2 kid wearing MY colour code of nametag on e way 2 cfps makes me really wanna break down on e bus. And passing by the sch even makes it worst when i think about hw i used 2 reaally treasure e time wif my schoolmates. Everything changed. all you could do 2 cover up tt piece of broken piece is 2 fake a smile n tel a possibly lame joke n gt over it. Ppl surrounding u arent real anymore. Backstabbings n bitchings. i really cant take it anymore. (nt tt i dun bytch about PPL I REALLY LOATHE sometimes) And also nt noe-ing wat 2 say when yr frien feels like breaking down in front of you. It really hurt u in a horrible way. and you noe wat? i feel like pushing al these stuff away n saying it's none of my business. I feel horrible. ><

Plus life isn gettng on vry well. Projects. HW. Tests. i really wish e earth really comes 2 end. then i can escape n say byebye 2 every1. but i dun think any1 will care about last farewells anyways. they r too busy minding their business than 2 reallly treasure e times they had wif their loved ones. and class isn fun anymore. nt wif e pile of sucky teachers v gt compared 2 e lucky sec 1s tis yr hu gt e most amazing teachers u can find in e whole sch.

And hey. i really wish ther's something called full stopp tt could be sold in cold storage and i could juz place it in my life. Full Stop. and i feel like breaking down all over again

OMGOSH. i stumbled upon this user on youtube bexboop878 n ohmy. i was totally blown away by her singing! her voice is like completely super amazing n i was damn super duper impressed! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD her 'bleeding love' is like totally simialr 2 Leona Lewis and she didn even lip sync! it's totally her style! OMGOSH. impressed. impressed. impressed. i haf decided she's gonna b my idol nxt time if she's ever 1 herself!! YOSH!

whoosh FREE HUG DAY! hahas ;D v wer going around hugging ppl during band tis morning. ;DDDDDDDD oh, n alicia, gif me a proper val. day prez nxt time! i dun like yr water!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDD

This week had bin a really terrible but fast week. My whole table nw is in a HUGE MESS DDDD: plus i gt damn load projects can. wth la. then SOME PPL stil ask 4 mor hw. GAH. then e teacher say v r a lovable clas -.- cos v ask 4 MORE HOMEWORK apparently. >< but bac 2 topic! 2day is supposedly VALERIE DAY aka VAL.DAY! gosh lameness. haha. but it's fun going after valerie 2 tel her her day is friday the 13th ;DDD GIFTS! when i gt bac 2 clas ther was tis pile of prez left on my table AND AND! my mortal gave me chocolates + lollipop! OMGosh, i luv her 2 bits <333 and oh. senior gifts r chocolates chocolates chocolates. ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME FAT?!?! (oh, of cos besides ALICIA. gif me a PROPER 1!) Drama was super hilarious 2day. i went into explosive laughter like 3 secs after e 1st one? and i nearly cried cos i larfed too much. i wonder wat it means? AND MUSIC MUSIC! v r gonna learn song writing 4 e nxt whole term. YAY. Band is okay as usual, syf prac 2day. n then brass sectionals DDDDDDDDD: oh man. ms chong said v nid brush up mor. WTH. i plae until sore throat liao wat u expect DDDDDDD: then bus-ed bac home wif nyssa, jane, clarice n mei an. meian went up 2 e upper deck herself >< aiyoyo. then i w8ed for 169 for FREAKING 20 MINUTES before it came. WTH LA.

AND AND Charis promised my gift on mon! then i shal gif her ferro rocher! hahahaha!

HAPPINESS <3

but u noe, something has bin bugging me lately. i wanted tis dream 2 come true D:

Hellos there MOONY.

u better listen here. RAWR. i really really really really x100 HATE YOU! GAH. u really noe hw spoil one's nice day. I dun gif a damn heck about yr stupid excuses. But if yr absence make us kana scolded by teacher, i really wish u could juz die frm coughing up blood on a nice friday morning. THAT'S SO NT TRUE. GAH. if u had even cough up abit of bloood u would haf juz gone down 2 e hospital ward n juz stay up ther locked. HW DARE YOU STIL GIF STUPID DAMN EXCUSES? juz cos u really hate going pe n drama doesn min u can scare us out of our wits wif yr really really serious damn excuses. i dun gif a heck about it. DAMN U. do u noe u had realyl spoilt my whole friday juz cos u didn turn up for our presentation? n stupid ms sim went accuse us of telling u 2 pon sch juz 2 escape frm giving a presentation. HELLO?? hu's so stupid 2 actualy ask somebody hu didn contribute much 2 a grp 2 pon sch 2 escape frm giving a presentation? i was really tempted 2 leave you alone n juz gif e presentation w/o YOU! DAMMN U. v shldn haf even accepted you into e grp. HU NOES WAT WILL HAPPEN NXT TIME?!?!?!??! DAMMIT. u really ruin my DAY DAY DAYDAY DAY! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HECK. u stupid MOONY. u dun wan PE or DRAMA or WATSOEVA, juz dun ever come 2 sch EVER AGAIN. i will haf a much happier live w/o u sitting 2 seats in front of me, n always turning around wif this STUPID ACT CUTE FACE WHICH REALLY MAKE ME WANNA THROW UP AL OF MY FOOD. juz dun ever ask us 2 let u in our grp COS V WIL NVR EVER DO TT AGAIN. GO DIE LA. juz cos u didn come 2 sch v kana scolded. WTH is THAT? PATHETIC ASSHOLE.

SO MOONY. PLEASE GT OUT OF MY LIFE TIS VRY MINUTE. THANK YOU GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GO HELL LA.