Mar 28, 2009 // 9:28:00 PM
131 post and I just realised I am posting about band stuffs again. But what's wrong with that? My life has been practically revolving around band since i-dunnoe-when and it's ending really really soon. Cos syf is just around the corner. T.T
Hymn to the Infinite Sky. What come across your mind when you see/hear this? Possibly a nice piece of song. Since it's
Hymn and it's to the
Infinite Sky. Oh, that's what I feel when I first got my hands on the piece.
Ohhhh. what's with those long long notes? I think I will suffocate at the end.Hell yes, I am obviously suffocating right now. Hymn to the Infinite Sky is supposedly something you should enjoy while playing. But here I am, longing for Syf to end. And zoom, the big day is
next fridayBut isn't Syf something you can enjoy? Everyone is treating it like EOYs, oh no, something worst than EOYs.
It's a festival. And my stress level is possibly reaching its breaking point. I seriously need a long break.
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing,
heart pounding, stomach flipping,
take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels,
knee shaking, daydreaming,
butterfly fluttering crush on you.
Mar 25, 2009 // 9:12:00 PM
These few days have been inspirational ;D and i like that inspiring feeling ;D
Like yesterday during band, Ms Wong taught us that it's not what you got for SYF that matters, it's the process and the hard work we knew we had put in that make us get a place to participate in SYF. And she said alot of awesome stuffs like when she was in nycb what had happened, and that she wanted us to accept readily whatever we got for SYF, no matter how bad/good it is. And Mr Lim added that we shouldn break down and cry on stage even if we didnt get gold with honours. Just accept it and work doubly hard ;D
Oh and as what Kay Yun said:
Reach for the Stars,
because if you fall,
You will still fall into heaven
hahas. i think band makes me think positive now ;DDD
And for today art lesson. it's isnt easy coming through a video that makes me think really really hard. For art, we watched this video about art. And as what the professionals said: "what makes art beautiful? what makes us appreciate art?" and all sort of rubbish. Oh i wasnt inspired by that. It's the places that really captured my heart: Vienna, Egypt, Greece etc etc.
And this was what went through my head:
I want to study music in Vienna
I want to know the ancient history of Egypt
I want to learn all about the Greek Gods in Greece
I want to attend high school in Japan
I want to particiapate in the pop music industry in Korea
As you can see, if i am not really musically inclined, i would have just become an archaelogist or historian for all i know. But that silly thought had to be given up because i spend most of my time during history classes sleeping.
But i wonder what's it like to, you know, make your own dreams come true.
And i have been attempting to write in full english ;D yay-ness.
Plus today geography revision at nina's house turned out quite successful, except for the fact that we played the piano, tore down the kitchen, and ran a few km ;D
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing,
heart pounding, stomach flipping,
take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels,
knee shaking, daydreaming,
butterfly fluttering crush on you.
Mar 22, 2009 // 6:04:00 PM
I swear RI and YuHua want to starve us.
Both band exchanges and both times there was really really LIGHT refreshments. Yes, vry vry LIGHT, which clearly means nothing. RI gave us podka green tea, which i must say make me really happy cos i like tt brand, but tt delight was immediately pushed away when i realised that those lunch boxes laying on the tables were
NOT for us. -.- like WTH.
But the worst should be YuHua. In the morning i went to prac like siao and all I had for the morning was tis tiny piece of bun. Plus my whole section brought lunch preparing to eat during the exchange. but WTH. no hot water, no instant noodles. and the whole band was so hungry. and the worst was my cup noodle gt crushed on my way home and my whole bag nw stink with e smell of uncooked noodles.
Anyways, NYCB is great! i think v played vry vry well during both exchanges but but! i stil need to improve T.T cos i m obviously nt loud enough even though i m using a vry loud tuba! >< and oh i think i m in hot soup. I haven finished all my homework, my mugging and worst my projects! and WTH is wrong with geography?! they shouldn have post the changed deadline on LMS. and forcing us to complete it during our hectic term 2. ahhhhhhh.
Okay, i gotta seriously go mug my geography. Block test is on
wednesdaythursday(apparently i gt e dates all screwed up). aww T.T
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing,
heart pounding, stomach flipping,
take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels,
knee shaking, daydreaming,
butterfly fluttering crush on you.
Mar 20, 2009 // 10:04:00 AM
Maybe I should put all those worries aside first. There isn much to worry, really. And I have much more important stuffs like homework and projects to crack my head over with. So let's just let those stupid matters rest in peace then.
Anyways, band had made my holidays ehhh fulfulling? Probably. I came back late in the evening and all I had been doing on my way home was reflecting on how I played and sounded that day. It's frustrating, cos i haven even grasp the foundations properly and here i am, playing for syf. How weird can it get? I can't reach the high notes properly, I can't play the scales properly, and I get scared and nervous when we need to play in front of a large crowd, for example on mon during band exchange. I truthfully hope I wouldn't break down during the syf day.
But i couldn't get anymore happier these past few days. Section outing at Far East, Messing around with batchamtes, and maybe even a little accomplishment that I could finally managed my own syf pieces a little properly. Giggling and laughing all day long was my best medicine to put away all those frustrations that are gonna crash down on me once school reopens. Somehow, I wanted
MORE band practice ;D
And i dun wanna this holiday to end.
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing,
heart pounding, stomach flipping,
take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels,
knee shaking, daydreaming,
butterfly fluttering crush on you.
Mar 12, 2009 // 8:40:00 PM
I get pissed at friends.
I get stressed at school.
I get angry at people.
I get tired at things.
I get freaked out at everything.
I get afraid of the future.
I get nervous when i thought of
that.
I get frsutrated over other stuffs.
I get lost in this deep wallowing pool of sorrow.
Can i ask you what had become of me?Can i?I really hate this uncertain world. really hate it to the core
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing,
heart pounding, stomach flipping,
take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels,
knee shaking, daydreaming,
butterfly fluttering crush on you.
Mar 1, 2009 // 6:48:00 PM
I am back. with a
STUPID NEW SHORT HAIRSTYLEit's really really really x10000 horrible! BANGS AND NEARLY STRAIGHT cum SAME LENGTH hair. i look damn like auntie. GAH. i feel like smacking myself 4 getting fed up at waking up early in the morning juz 2 tie my hair. HELLO. it's btr than roaming the streets of SG wif yr stupid bobby hair. the nightmares of Primary 6 schoollife had juz came back AGAIN.
HATE YOU >.<
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing,
heart pounding, stomach flipping,
take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels,
knee shaking, daydreaming,
butterfly fluttering crush on you.
